Mommy has no answers or input on this day. Sometimes we suffer in silence. We rode an uphill battle in it's entirety today. Having to relocate out of our home for the day and try to keep the environment safe and fun is a major project for a FA family. We had wash downs, full on baths, and finally, benedryl just to hold it together. Shuffling around in an area not created by you can raise anxiety. All bets are off when a baby gets sick. 2 babies in bed safely now mommy's turn.
I cannot relate to parents who are spontaneous! There are so many things on my checklist before leaving the house that I cannot imagine hopping in the car and seeing where the day takes us. I'm pretty sure I was that person before being a parent, but really who can remember. I run a tight ship with a plan and a detailed curriculum for every outing now a days. For the past two days we have been doing some remodeling in our home. Because of this, I've needed to get the children away from the dangers and out of our normal "protected" environment. I've tried to keep things outdoor in an open aired environment, but there is always room for error out of my control. Control is something I clench to these days. Controlling our surroundings and the environments we put our daughter into are the "only" things that have prevented allergic reactions and worked for us. Relocating our lifestyle for even a day is a crippling task. It is so easy to get overwhelmed-- bu...
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