As we walked into church this morning the lobby was saturated with baked goods and desserts. The butterflies of anxiety came over me and I reached for Sophia's hand to guide her into Mass quickly. Who would ever know that beautiful looking baked goods, baked by the hands of our community for an even more beautiful cause, could be life threatening? We made it all through church with no problems. I think today someone Bigger was watching out.
I cannot relate to parents who are spontaneous! There are so many things on my checklist before leaving the house that I cannot imagine hopping in the car and seeing where the day takes us. I'm pretty sure I was that person before being a parent, but really who can remember. I run a tight ship with a plan and a detailed curriculum for every outing now a days. For the past two days we have been doing some remodeling in our home. Because of this, I've needed to get the children away from the dangers and out of our normal "protected" environment. I've tried to keep things outdoor in an open aired environment, but there is always room for error out of my control. Control is something I clench to these days. Controlling our surroundings and the environments we put our daughter into are the "only" things that have prevented allergic reactions and worked for us. Relocating our lifestyle for even a day is a crippling task. It is so easy to get overwhelmed-- bu...
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